Monday, May 31, 2010

Remembering P.J.



We went and visited your grave today.
We had a picnic.

Bailey kissed your picture
the second,
we got there.
(she talks about you A LOT)
Beau eventually did.
Channing slept peacefully in her car seat.

It was nice to visit,
reminisce,
and think about you,
and nothing else.
(except for your crazy sister & brother
that were running all over the place
and taking things off other graves.)


I saw a little boy this morning.
He was SIX.
He had bright blue eyes
and
blonde hair.

I started to cry.

It made me think about
what you might look like.

I liked it even though I did cry.

I love you P.J.
Daddy and I miss you,
and we can't wait to be with you again.

We just have to figure out how to get through
this game called LIFE,
we have to win,
we WILL win,
so we will be together
again!

8 comments:

shelby said...
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shelby said...

such a cute picture...and such a sweet post! Love you guys!

Chris and Michelle said...

That was so touching, Amanda. I am totally tearing up! What a beautiful little boy & how lucky that he belongs to your cute fam forever! Thanks for sharing your heart even though it's hard.:) Love ya.

Roth Family said...

Cute pic. Everytime I read about this boy I tear up. Thanks for sharing.

Mindi said...

So sweet! I loved the announcement, thanks for remembering us!

Mrs. B. said...

Such sweet memories of my sweet baby grandson, the apple of his Mimi's eye:) Wish I could hug and kiss on him for just a few more minutes.

Julie H. said...

sweet boy. Sad for you and Jeremy. I'm glad you shared.

DRP said...

he will meet you at the heaven's door