Remembering P.J.

We went and visited your grave today.

We had a picnic.

Bailey kissed your picture

the second,

we got there.

(she talks about you A LOT)

Beau eventually did.

Channing slept peacefully in her car seat.

It was nice to visit,

reminisce,

and think about you,

and nothing else.

(except for your crazy sister & brother

that were running all over the place

and taking things off other graves.)

I saw a little boy this morning.

He was SIX.

He had bright blue eyes

and

blonde hair.

I started to cry.

It made me think about

what you might look like.

I liked it even though I did cry.

I love you P.J.

Daddy and I miss you,

and we can't wait to be with you again.

We just have to figure out how to get through

this game called LIFE,

we have to win,

we WILL win,

so we will be together

again!

fishing for crocs!

This is what we came home to when

Uncle Shawn (my brother)

came to babysit.

They were fishing in the

driveway.

Ya, fishing...

Shawn hooked Beau's crocs on the hooks,

cast it out,

and the kids reeled it back in.

They loved it and wanted to fish

all around the house and the yard,

for the rest of the day.

Jer and I were laughing so hard

when we first saw them.

Gotta love Uncle's!

Believe it or not...

If you ask,

I will do.

Just about 6 wks. a little late.

Tons,

tons,

tons,

of pictures below!

It only took about 3 or 4 tries,

to get all of these.

I really have tried

half a dozen times

to post these.

But,

every time I sit down at the computer,

a 3 or 4 year old needs me,

or a newborn needs me,

or...

I fall asleep.

Which is usually the problem.

I really can't even get on the computer

during the day anymore.

So at night it is, but right now

from getting up once or twice a night,

I'm just too tired.

Hopefully that will change soon enough.

Channing is a such a sweetheart!

She's a really good baby

and I am so happy to have her a part of our

FAMILY.

We really do feel like that now,

a family.

Everything revolves around our

family.

Life is good!